Hello

So at some point you come to realize that you would like to share things with people that you cannot share with your friends, family, anyone who knows you. That's why I'm here. I want to tell someone about all this crap but I don't want to tell people who may actually care.

I'm 21, physiologically female, mentally mostly a girl but getting a bit more genderqueer as my exposure to a life that hasn't been handed down by society becomes more frequent. I most often get pigeonholed as bisexual although I don't really look for gender when I decide whether someone is attractive or not. What's between your legs has absolutely no bearing on whether I try to jump your bones or not. Unless it has some kind of icky, oozing, disease. I have a long term partner, who is most definitely a boy. We're just starting out into this polyamoury thing and it's fun but confusing. I enjoy writing, painting, sculpting, drawing, papercraft, sewing, cooking, vacuuming, theatre, singing and music generally. I probably won't talk about those things much. Mostly I'll talk about relationships. Those are pretty much what my life is full of and what I tend to live for. In a good "omg I enjoy getting to know people and snogging" kind of way, not in an "I don't have a personality and need others to define me" kind of way. I fucking love people.

People who may pop up often


Pete - Long time partner, gonna marry his ass
Fuzz - The pet lizard. His name is funny because he doesn't have any fur. And it's not really his name.

Fambly A
Mum - Is my mother, we have issues.
Stepdad - Probably won't talk about him much
Cyn - Little sister on the mums side. Not Stepdad's daughter. Love her to bits.
Puss - The Cat.
Grandpa - Easy going.
Gramma - Bigoted, sexist, and tactless. Still my Gramma though...

Fambly B
Dad - As above. Except he's my dad.
Stepmum - I don't like her very much
Greg - Little brother on the Dad's side. Over excitable, I'm not sure how to deal with him.
The Seamonkeys - You need an explanation? They eat their own dead you know.

Friends and things
Jay - Romantic interest, very good friend. I fully intend to talk about him a lot.
Lil - Housemate, one of my best friends
Rob - Housemate, Lil's boyfriend, great to come home to
Therapist - pretty self explanatory.
Kelly - Friend, beautiful, artistic, understanding. For the context of blog posts I will write about her, she is asexual and polyamorous. Kelly's partners are Emily and Greg. Emily is tiny and fragile. Greg has gorgeous long hair and a penchant for skinny jeans. Green ones.
Nell - Friend, very clever, gives good hugs. Excellent creative mind and loves the foods she is intolerant to just as much as I do.
Belle - Friend, also exceedingly clever, very short and very funny. Context wise again, she's poly, and very dominant in bed. She has a kink cupboard.


That's the main cast right now, more will pop up but these will be the ones I'll talk about most. No real names are used at all, although there are a few small references that you may get if you are me.

I shall post again once I've gathered the emotional energy to do so - Pete just read this http://pervocracy.blogspot.com/2012/02/why-i-didnt-just-call-cops.html and needs a cuddle. I might need one too.